let's get closer together in year 2011
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Tuesday, January 4, 2011
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION(s)...
(Will keep updating it)
Say more SORRY and THANK YOU...
♥ Shhh...4:18 PM
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Day 2 of 2011...
Shu Shi Yuan You Hui at TG...
(DISCLAIMER:TODAY POST WILL BE QUITE RUDE,SORRY ABOUT IT...
Shu Shi Yuan You Hui at TG...
(DISCLAIMER:TODAY POST WILL BE QUITE RUDE,SORRY ABOUT IT...
&
THIS POST IS ONLY MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AND THINKING...)
this post will be quite long and somebody is going to complain again...
anyways,i will try to shorten it...
today was SUPPOSED to be a great and fun day...
but...
things don't even gone well as soon as i reached there...
firstly,i don't mind having to work in the kitchen but aren't all of us supposed to help when time is what we lacked.?.
then what are some of the TZs chatting with other stalls peoples...
trying to da hao guan xi.?.
and for what then.?.
i just can't stand them for only asking others to do then they have coffee.?.
maybe they have done a lot before i arrive,but why their mindset so stiff.?.
secondly,when i'm cutting the food for the satay...
ren de peoples want to plug a multi plugs but the socket is so far and high up...
so they ask a small kid to climb up the table and plug it...
immediately,i stop them as the table is really unstable...
then another person just insisted that it can be done...
i was like crazy...
if not for the little boy safety,i won't even open my mouth...
so i want to ask that if they are rushing to cook the food,should they even not consider about the safety then.?.
and the person who insisted,even reply me in a harsh tone with a glare...
i was like hao xin mei hao bao...
forget it,i did my part...
and if they don't want to head my advice then so be it...
thirdly,the stall beside us was like eating all the space we have...
oh ya,it's the same person who insisted...
she thought that the one who have a louder win is it.?.
can't she just spare us some space.?.
is also not like she have so many dishes as compared to us...
just can't stand her...
fourthly,after the packing for satay...
the whole table was covered with oil and somemore coffee was spilled too...
can't they just drink their coffee somewhere else.?.
and somemore no one even bother to wipe the table clean...
the table cloth was prepared by so many of us and why can't they just spare some thoughts.?.
the cloth was actually plastic cloth which after came in contact with oil,it's very difficult to get rid of the oil...
so,next time please set up more tables to use for preparing food...
fifthly,it isn't like the stall set up with bamboo sticks could handle that much weight...
so why does the TZs keep asking me to hang things up on it.?.
be it paper bags,plastic bags and even coffee powder...
like exactly what they want to do.?.
why not ask them to design their own so it would fit their liking.?.
i'm not saying that i don't want to help and do the banner but they keep changing so what are we suppose to do then.?.
and we also can't reject them so as to respect them...
sixthly,everything was very disorganised...
starting from the allocation of shift for the food to be serve...
afternoon shift peoples starts to bring in their food in the morning and vice versa then...
and also some of the dishes was not even available for it's time slot...
next will be the area set up for the stall was very difficult to enter and exit...
especially,i have to pass another stall to enter and exit which the stall always have so many peoples crowding around...
so it's very time constraining to enter and exit the kitchen...
lastly,yu shu zhe bu da...
there was like so many peoples in the stall...
many peoples also equal to many comments...
so who shall i listen to.?.
although the speed for packing the food is fast but the production of it is slow...
so many peoples cramp in such a small area...
Above all,is my ranting for the day...
haiz,finally said my piece...
xxxxxxxxxENDxxxxxxxxx
Actually,not all way that bad lar...
the food was quite nice...
and Clarabelle even played with me too...
hahas...
ke ai de xiao princess arhz...
my daughter was also there too...
we went around eating,buying,selling and even have fun...
so sorry about my mood change just now...
wasn't feeling that well...
maybe it's because of not sleeping,the after effect of taking the burger and feeling abit sick...
i'm okays,so don't worry...
TO:Lan xin...
i hope that you won't be that stressed cause more haste means less speed...
sometimes,you need to relaxs...
because to clear your objective,you need to have a clear and awake mind...
and don't hate yourself,cause you are being loved...
as you are not the only one that is fake...
we each have our sides to cater to different situation,time and place...
so we tend to change according...
there is nothing wrong with that...
next,diet is a no no for you...
a healthy diet,yes...
but a slim down diet is equal to a big no...
you look perfect as how you look now...
no need to have a New Year Resolution(s)...
just be happy and smiles everyday can already...
isn't that the best resolution(s).?.
you don't always need to be a "guy",you can be the true you can already...
and you need to smiles more too...
anyways,i guess you know that i won't do anything to that guy ba...
i aren't that type of person to do reckless thing...
and you have known me for that long to know what type of person i'm right.?.
so i no need to explain this already right.?.
if you want,i can tell you again arhz...
AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO ONLY BE YOUR ENTERTAINER JUST LIKE HIM...
so if you got any other things,you could tell me...
i won't mind de,okays.?.
TO:Daughter (Sun)...
no need to keep thanking me,you have your other friends that need you to accompany too mah...
like your golden triangle (jialin and shuqi),jasmine and lang song group peoples...
i understand de lar...
okays,then this time i will take the word awesome so i won't deny...
i will seriously take care of myself but on one condition(s)...
hahas,you also must do the same...
but i'm like seriously falling sick now already...
i will try to be more cheerful so it won't affect your mood too...
my nagging will all be written at my blog or i could even text you then...
and what i'm curious that the both of us don't understand what on each other mind...
if you want,you could tagged a sun at my tag box...
so the both of us could juat send a text on what our mind is thinking...
THIS POST IS ONLY MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE AND THINKING...)
this post will be quite long and somebody is going to complain again...
anyways,i will try to shorten it...
today was SUPPOSED to be a great and fun day...
but...
things don't even gone well as soon as i reached there...
firstly,i don't mind having to work in the kitchen but aren't all of us supposed to help when time is what we lacked.?.
then what are some of the TZs chatting with other stalls peoples...
trying to da hao guan xi.?.
and for what then.?.
i just can't stand them for only asking others to do then they have coffee.?.
maybe they have done a lot before i arrive,but why their mindset so stiff.?.
secondly,when i'm cutting the food for the satay...
ren de peoples want to plug a multi plugs but the socket is so far and high up...
so they ask a small kid to climb up the table and plug it...
immediately,i stop them as the table is really unstable...
then another person just insisted that it can be done...
i was like crazy...
if not for the little boy safety,i won't even open my mouth...
so i want to ask that if they are rushing to cook the food,should they even not consider about the safety then.?.
and the person who insisted,even reply me in a harsh tone with a glare...
i was like hao xin mei hao bao...
forget it,i did my part...
and if they don't want to head my advice then so be it...
thirdly,the stall beside us was like eating all the space we have...
oh ya,it's the same person who insisted...
she thought that the one who have a louder win is it.?.
can't she just spare us some space.?.
is also not like she have so many dishes as compared to us...
just can't stand her...
fourthly,after the packing for satay...
the whole table was covered with oil and somemore coffee was spilled too...
can't they just drink their coffee somewhere else.?.
and somemore no one even bother to wipe the table clean...
the table cloth was prepared by so many of us and why can't they just spare some thoughts.?.
the cloth was actually plastic cloth which after came in contact with oil,it's very difficult to get rid of the oil...
so,next time please set up more tables to use for preparing food...
fifthly,it isn't like the stall set up with bamboo sticks could handle that much weight...
so why does the TZs keep asking me to hang things up on it.?.
be it paper bags,plastic bags and even coffee powder...
like exactly what they want to do.?.
why not ask them to design their own so it would fit their liking.?.
i'm not saying that i don't want to help and do the banner but they keep changing so what are we suppose to do then.?.
and we also can't reject them so as to respect them...
sixthly,everything was very disorganised...
starting from the allocation of shift for the food to be serve...
afternoon shift peoples starts to bring in their food in the morning and vice versa then...
and also some of the dishes was not even available for it's time slot...
next will be the area set up for the stall was very difficult to enter and exit...
especially,i have to pass another stall to enter and exit which the stall always have so many peoples crowding around...
so it's very time constraining to enter and exit the kitchen...
lastly,yu shu zhe bu da...
there was like so many peoples in the stall...
many peoples also equal to many comments...
so who shall i listen to.?.
although the speed for packing the food is fast but the production of it is slow...
so many peoples cramp in such a small area...
Above all,is my ranting for the day...
haiz,finally said my piece...
xxxxxxxxxENDxxxxxxxxx
Actually,not all way that bad lar...
the food was quite nice...
and Clarabelle even played with me too...
hahas...
ke ai de xiao princess arhz...
my daughter was also there too...
we went around eating,buying,selling and even have fun...
so sorry about my mood change just now...
wasn't feeling that well...
maybe it's because of not sleeping,the after effect of taking the burger and feeling abit sick...
i'm okays,so don't worry...
TO:Lan xin...
i hope that you won't be that stressed cause more haste means less speed...
sometimes,you need to relaxs...
because to clear your objective,you need to have a clear and awake mind...
and don't hate yourself,cause you are being loved...
as you are not the only one that is fake...
we each have our sides to cater to different situation,time and place...
so we tend to change according...
there is nothing wrong with that...
next,diet is a no no for you...
a healthy diet,yes...
but a slim down diet is equal to a big no...
you look perfect as how you look now...
no need to have a New Year Resolution(s)...
just be happy and smiles everyday can already...
isn't that the best resolution(s).?.
you don't always need to be a "guy",you can be the true you can already...
and you need to smiles more too...
anyways,i guess you know that i won't do anything to that guy ba...
i aren't that type of person to do reckless thing...
and you have known me for that long to know what type of person i'm right.?.
so i no need to explain this already right.?.
if you want,i can tell you again arhz...
AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO ONLY BE YOUR ENTERTAINER JUST LIKE HIM...
so if you got any other things,you could tell me...
i won't mind de,okays.?.
TO:Daughter (Sun)...
no need to keep thanking me,you have your other friends that need you to accompany too mah...
like your golden triangle (jialin and shuqi),jasmine and lang song group peoples...
i understand de lar...
okays,then this time i will take the word awesome so i won't deny...
i will seriously take care of myself but on one condition(s)...
hahas,you also must do the same...
but i'm like seriously falling sick now already...
i will try to be more cheerful so it won't affect your mood too...
my nagging will all be written at my blog or i could even text you then...
and what i'm curious that the both of us don't understand what on each other mind...
if you want,you could tagged a sun at my tag box...
so the both of us could juat send a text on what our mind is thinking...
what you think.?.
♥ Shhh...10:09 PM
Friday, December 31, 2010
BYE BYE 2010...
NOW IT'S 2011...
NOW IT'S 2011...
2010 lasted for 1 year which is equal to 12 months adding up to a 52 weeks converting into 365 days multiplied into 8760 hours changing into 525600 minutes and finally into 31536000 seconds…
It isn’t 2011 until the very last ten seconds, so don’t start counting down until then…
Because I wished to capture the very last moment of 2010 in my precious memory…
2010 marks the perfect 10 of this year and the next whole will be year 2100 or year 2110…
However, when 2011 come it will shows that the perfect 10 have already added a 1 to it adding up to an 11…
And this means that I have will have to add another task up my list and that is to be a better me…
In 2010, many things have happened…
Some was good and definitely there is the bad one too…
I have to thanks a lot of peoples that have induce me the knowledge they have learned…
Be it good or bad, you have my thanks…
To:My Parents,
I have to be very thankful to my parents…
As a pre-matured baby, it wasn’t even easy to bring compare to normal baby…
Born with a not so completed body but with a complete family is what I’m thankful for…
The time, money, effort, cares and concern wasn’t what I could feel when I was that little…
I have to be in and out of the hospital for a long period of time…
And have any one of your been in an incubator before.?.
Well, I have and I even need to be fed with special milk powder which is very costly…
The thing is that I have to gain back the hope my parents have in me…
As I have shattered their hope on twice occasion…
One was the 2004 PSLE (Primary Six Leaving Examination), which I didn’t manage to be in the express stream…
The other was in January 2010 which was “O” level, which I did badly for it…
I shouldn’t have say that I have let them down cause that means that I have fail in bring myself back up…
I will prove myself in the upcoming 2011, cause which parents don’t wished for the best for their children.?.
Thanks to them that I have a blissful life through this 18 years of life and I can only be very thankful…
To:My Brothers (Clive & Desmond),
Thanks to them for tolerating my anger, ignorance and my selfishness…
Although we bicker a lot and quarrel a lot but we still manage to revert back to our normal self…
Thanks to them for always been close after the quarrel…
To:My Nu er/Daughter (Lan xin),
In the year 2010, I’m very blessed to have a daughter…
Hahas, although at first it was a mistake but now we seem close…
Sometimes, I just have the feeling that I’m irritating you…
It just seems that you have a lot of things to do and I just come in at the wrong time…
And you just need to let go of yourself and let the inner you shine, it doesn’t matter if it is something good or bad…
You don’t have to always put up that lovely smile of yours to please others…
Just be yourself…
If you need a listening ear to hear you rant or to vent your anger, I will always be there…
Don’t worry about me spending the money, its okays de...
Thanks to you that this year was as colourful and bright as the rainbow or not even more…
To:Sandra,
Hey, don’t keep saying that when I was young I was always hiding behind your back okays.?.
Because now I’m able to loudly say that I will not be following behind your back already…
It doesn’t matter that how long we have been friend…
I would like to say that you are the one whom will always be my friend forever…
To:Jeslyn,
Actually we have known each other for some time already…
But this year is really the year that I really know you…
At first, your impression to me was the girls that always follow lan xin…
It doesn’t matter where she is, cause you will also be there too…
But now, you are a kind and cheerful niece to me…
One that no matter how many times we tease you, you will still be smiling happily…
Hahas…
Hope you will always smile like that…
To:Eden,
Yo, yo, yo…
You to me are like a little brother to me…
You have been with me for quite a long amount of years piled up already…
And I seriously don’t want you to walk the wrong path…
Cause the path you are walking now is neither good nor bad…
Also I hope you could really consider which path to take then…
Stay healthy always and choose correctly…
To:Yin long & Melissa,
Finally, it’s the both of you…
Your must be wondering why I pair your up and not type as an individual…
Because I must remind myself that your mei ren is me…
Hahas…
To me, your are the real friends that I could really rely on…
The first time I let go of myself was when I met your…
Your could really keep my secrets for me…
And meeting your was like lighting up my life…
Basically, I hope that our friendship lasts and the both of you to be cheesy forever…
To:Kelly,
Gan mei arhz, although we didn’t talk a lot…
But I just have to say I know what you are going through…
Hope you attain the score you want for your O level…
And don’t be like me, continue to work hard then…
Strive hard to earn what you really want…
To:Gwyneth,
Xin hui arhz, although sometime I keep teasing you but all I hope is to know you more…
So hope that I can know you more and speak up to me okays.?.
To:CDBXB (Religious Tuition Class),
Being a tutor for about 8 months or so, I have learned a lot of things…
Thanks to those who give me a chance to experience something new…
I’m thankful for my co-jdys and my bys too…
And special thanks to zz, xtys and jqs…
They are the one who keep pushing me to hold on…
If not, I wouldn’t be even who I’m…
To:Zero + A2 (Yin long, Melissa, Derek, Ivy Koh) + (Li ling, Qing mu),
Well, what should I say about this group then.?.
Your are really a true cliques of mine…
One that I could loudly say that…
Your are the best out of the best…
Knowing your is something very precious to me…
It really seems like a miracle to me…
Thanks to your for creating a year of fun…
Cause I’m not alone anymore…
To:PB1004J (ITE College East [Simei])
PB1004J holds a lot of meaning to me…
Although it wasn’t a choice in my mind to be in…
But somehow or another I have landed and fit in…
It no longer was the path I pave but a path pave for me…
Thanks to your that school life was great full of joy and happiness…
To:Tiggatiggers (Jeremy, Daren, Matthew, Eugene, Anthony),
Musical peoples, we haven’t been meeting for a very very very long time already…
I hope that your are doing great and hope to meet up soon…
Thanks to your that my life was filled with music…
To:5A1’09 (Montfort Secondary School),
Class of titans, hope to gather everyone soon…
Thanks to those mention above, if I miss out you then my bad then…
Sorry…
Year 2010 definitely is something to look back on when years have passed…
As I will remember those that I have to give my thanks to…
Everyone, remember to enjoy the precious memories in 2010 and be ready to welcome 2011…
Have a HAPPY NEW YEAR up ahead…
SARANGHAEYO...
♥ Shhh...11:59 PM
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
AN END...
NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...
I guess this is the very last step...
a step taken to forget you...
a beginning to walk out of your life...
although many steps were taken to have fallen for you...
but why.?.
why have these questions keep hitting me back.?.
WHY HAVE I FALLEN FOR YOU.?.
is it fate.?.
or it is just a joke that was use to prank me.?.
these questions keep probing me for the real answer that lies in me...
If it was meant to be a joke,then i will take this joke lightly and just laugh it off...
but i believe it's fate that brings us together...
however,we weren't meant for each other...
a creation of a piece of love song where the rhythm and melody are missing...
the rhythm and melody are you and me...
and the lyrics was filled with my love for you...
but missing the rhythm and melody,the song won't be complete...
an uncompleted song that was filled with lyrics but lacks the rhythm and melody plays no music...
As the different paths we have chosen have carry us further and further away...
each steps and the footprints we have taken and leave crushed my dream of completing the song with you...
we just take the steps to be closer to our dreams and i have always being following you (my dream) ...
i follow you while holding on to my dream,but you keep drifting away...
it wasn't easy to hold onto you but i have try...
I was sorry that i couldn't grab your hand tighter...
i should have (regrets) ...
it was when you were at your saddest times,that i was by your side...
at the times,i felt tears and the painful melody played by your heart...
at then,i should have at least convey my feelings to you...
but i was afraid to be a substitute...
a substitute playing someone else song,isn't me...
Anyways,now i guess i am not needed anymore...
someone have played a song in your heart...
and at least,i know you will always have someone to look after you and take care of everything for you...
therefore,seeing you happy will be enough to at least even mend my heart...
it doesn't matter if you are with me or far away,i will continue to wish you...
those words that i want to tell you,won't even reach you now...
the uncompleted song will vanish...
当你走在我的前面的时候,我多想紧紧的抱着你...
在那时刻,我多希望时间可以停止...
但当你走在我的背后的时候,我不想在我转身后,看见的是你和你男友在拥抱...
而从那时,那破碎的心已经无法再铺回去了...
就让这一切消失吧...
NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...
I have a selfish request...
one that i'm so hating myself to even ask...
sooo...
COULD YOU DON'T EVER FORGET ME.?.
however,i will complete forget you...
everything about you will be cleared from the lyrics...
keep playing the music have hurt me...
a music without you is not what i want...
therefore i will cease the song...
My friends have again and yet again try to make me forget you...
the pain i felt was also felt by my friends...
they have ask me to let go time and again...
but i always believe you are always with me...
and it was really painful to keep loving you...
it doesn't mean no tears was shed,it mean that i'm okays...
and it don't mean that i'm not hurt because there wasn't scars...
it was tormenting me like a heart have been shattered once and again...
everytime,i saw something related to you just give me pain...
and i just have to pretend nothing have happened and just smiles...
it was hurting me time and again as i really don't wish to forget you...
and it won't be easy to forget you...
because in my life,you are like the core which i revolve around...
in short,my everything...
everything of you is so precious to me...
forgetting you means that my life is being marked by a question mark...
a big question mark that question myself...
but i guess i just have to give up and forget you...
However,musics have always been with me...
with you or without you,it have always been the same...
when i feel pain,i listen to music...
when i'm alone,i hear it's rhythm...
when i'm hurt,i could hear the melody...
then it will always soothes my pain...
the lyrics in it seems to always be communicating with me...
and now,blessed by the 9 angels and a star...
the 9 angels and a star have been with me as it showered me with a bright light to forget you...
CREDITS:
1)Youtube...
2)Respective company/Production Teams...
3)Artists...
4)Subber(s)(luvdbsk7,luvdbsk71,AngelDBSK,luvdbsk77,dbskdaisuki)...
...
Expressed through words (writing) , speaking (action) and musics...
LOVES...
♥ Shhh...9:00 PM
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
SPEECHLESS...
HMPH FRIENDS=.?.
Will You Be There For Me.?.
NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...
Could your don't ever treat me as a fool...
cause your will never understand how i feel...
to live with only myself,its really painful...
i don't know how should i express myself but seriously i do take alots of things very seriously...
it's not i'm very sensitive but however i also do note of others too...
i'm not asking much but just at least let me know if i have been bothering your...
don't just keep everything inside...
if i'm a hindrance then i can excuse myself...
it isn't like i can definitely guess what are your thinking...
i know that sometimes i'm kind of rude,childish or even irritating...
but don't just keep it in...
since your said that we are friends,then open up more...
tell me if your have too...
cause...
GOOD FRIENDS DON'T TOLERATE EACH OTHER WHEN EVERYTHING DON'T SEEMS WELL...
if i'm in the wrong,just point out my mistakes...
if there is something i shouldn't have done,stop me...
if i have hurt your through my words or actions,then retaliate...
all in all,just say it out...
hopefully your will understand even just abit,i will be grateful...
even though,i can't express myself but i wish that your could...
NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...
Will you only look at the one that waited for so long...
he have waited so long that the clock seems to stop...
it doesn't matter who are you with or what problems you are facing...
he have been standing in the shadow helping and quietly protecting you...
like a star in the darkness,it grows bright...
even it is a star,it is also afraid of the darkness...
so don't keep it in suspend,at least don't just used him for his light...
in this case,the light refer to his attention,care and concern...
even though he might be the perfect substitute but have you every consider what is he thinking or feeling...
it doesn't means that if he is alright and look okays,you should continue with it...
the star that lost it's brightness is ME...
NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...
Goodbye...
it is used as word of parting and an initiate of a new beginning...
however how this word is used,depend on each situation...
it doesn't matter if i have to let you go because you have found someone better...
but i guess that i'm not that good for you...
maybe,it isn't me who is the one that says goodbye...
but it's YOU...
shouldn't let you go on the day we meet...
i should have just tell you how i feel...
you ask me how i feel about you.?.
but i didn't answer...
it felt regretful...
at the time,i should have just hold your hand tight and not let you go...
i miss another chance again...
blame it on the prideful self...
i just don't want you to go back...
i have told you once that...
even though you have no one,but there will always be me standing in front of you...
blocking away the pain and making you smiles...
hope you could not say goodbye to me...
NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...
GIRL : Hey BOY,how are you recently.?.
BOY : Ohhh,i'm doing perfectly fine GIRL...
GIRL : That great to hear,cause recently i got attached...
BOY : *Sigh*
BOY : Really.?.thats good...
GIRL : So how about you.?.
BOY : I'm have been interested in a certain GIRL...
GIRL : Who,can tell me.?.
BOY : Erm,her name is Jojo...
GIRL : That quite an interesting name...
BOY : *Walks behind the GIRL*
GIRL : What are you doing.?.
BOY : Nothing...
GIRL : Okoks...
GIRL : *Smile sweetly*...
BOY : "But do you know that you are that GIRL.?."
GIRL : Did you just say something.?.
BOY : Nope,nothing at all...
GIRL : Then shall we go get some ice-cream.?.
BOY : Sure...
GIRL : Yeah...
BOY : "You will never know that Jojo was the GIRL i loved as i will only be looking at your shadow and you will never notice me..."
Jojo love ICE-CREAM...
and i love JOJO...
but who will love ME.?.
Only a FOOL will
LOOK and say
GOODBYE to
JOJO and quietly walk away...
Would i get a FRIEND.?.
or something better like a LISTENING EAR or even a SOULMATE.?.
Maybe even a GIRL.?.
Credits:1st - Respective Companies,Production Teams,Artists...
2nd - Youtube...
3rd - Uploaders...
C.PVG (R) signed out...
♥ Shhh...12:09 PM
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
TEASER:MUSIC NOTES PAINTED WITH LOVE IN MY LYRICS BOOK...
HAVE YOU EVER REACHED FOR SOMETHING SO FAR AWAY.?.
♥ Shhh...12:00 AM
Monday, August 30, 2010
Respond to 519208518 Part Double...
Well,i'm not casting you away...
and this have always been me...
this is the real me...
i'm not ignoring you but i have said before already...
there are just to many factors for me to consider...
and don't love me...
it won't be worth...
just let me go...
i guess the better way out is to just be friend...
there won't be a way to revert everything and return back to normal...
as it won't be the same anymore...
guess this goodbye...
♥ Shhh...8:23 PM
