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Wednesday, October 6, 2010

AN END...

NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...

I guess this is the very last step...
a step taken to forget you...
a beginning to walk out of your life...
although many steps were taken to have fallen for you...
but why.?.
why have these questions keep hitting me back.?.
WHY HAVE I FALLEN FOR YOU.?.
is it fate.?.
or it is just a joke that was use to prank me.?.
these questions keep probing me for the real answer that lies in me...

If it was meant to be a joke,then i will take this joke lightly and just laugh it off...
but i believe it's fate that brings us together...
however,we weren't meant for each other...
a creation of a piece of love song where the rhythm and melody are missing...
the rhythm and melody are you and me...
and the lyrics was filled with my love for you...
but missing the rhythm and melody,the song won't be complete...
an uncompleted song that was filled with lyrics but lacks the rhythm and melody plays no music...

As the different paths we have chosen have carry us further and further away...
each steps and the footprints we have taken and leave crushed my dream of completing the song with you...
we just take the steps to be closer to our dreams and i have always being following you (my dream) ...
i follow you while holding on to my dream,but you keep drifting away...
it wasn't easy to hold onto you but i have try...

I was sorry that i couldn't grab your hand tighter...
i should have (regrets) ...
it was when you were at your saddest times,that i was by your side...
at the times,i felt tears and the painful melody played by your heart...
at then,i should have at least convey my feelings to you...
but i was afraid to be a substitute...
a substitute playing someone else song,isn't me...

Anyways,now i guess i am not needed anymore...
someone have played a song in your heart...
and at least,i know you will always have someone to look after you and take care of everything for you...
therefore,seeing you happy will be enough to at least even mend my heart...
it doesn't matter if you are with me or far away,i will continue to wish you...
those words that i want to tell you,won't even reach you now...
the uncompleted song will vanish...

当你走在我的前面的时候,我多想紧紧的抱着你...
在那时刻,我多希望时间可以停止...
但当你走在我的背后的时候,我不想在我转身后,看见的是你和你男友在拥抱...
而从那时,那破碎的心已经无法再铺回去了...
就让这一切消失吧...

NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...

I have a selfish request...
one that i'm so hating myself to even ask...
sooo...
COULD YOU DON'T EVER FORGET ME.?.
however,i will complete forget you...
everything about you will be cleared from the lyrics...
keep playing the music have hurt me...
a music without you is not what i want...
therefore i will cease the song...

My friends have again and yet again try to make me forget you...
the pain i felt was also felt by my friends...
they have ask me to let go time and again...
but i always believe you are always with me...
and it was really painful to keep loving you...
it doesn't mean no tears was shed,it mean that i'm okays...
and it don't mean that i'm not hurt because there wasn't scars...
it was tormenting me like a heart have been shattered once and again...
everytime,i saw something related to you just give me pain...
and i just have to pretend nothing have happened and just smiles...
it was hurting me time and again as i really don't wish to forget you...
and it won't be easy to forget you...
because in my life,you are like the core which i revolve around...
in short,my everything...
everything of you is so precious to me...
forgetting you means that my life is being marked by a question mark...
a big question mark that question myself...
but i guess i just have to give up and forget you...

However,musics have always been with me...
with you or without you,it have always been the same...
when i feel pain,i listen to music...
when i'm alone,i hear it's rhythm...
when i'm hurt,i could hear the melody...
then it will always soothes my pain...
the lyrics in it seems to always be communicating with me...
and now,blessed by the 9 angels and a star...
the 9 angels and a star have been with me as it showered me with a bright light to forget you...

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Name: Roy Seah
Age:18 (Born on 1992)
Diamond roses bloomed on Feburary...

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School: Montfort Junior School - 1B,2B,3B,4B,5E,6E (1999-2004)
Montfort Secondary School - 1A1,2A1,3A1,4A1,5A1 (2005-2009)
ITE College East,Simei - BIS PB1004J (2010-2011/12)

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