TEASER:MUSIC NOTES PAINTED WITH LOVE IN MY LYRICS BOOK... HAVE YOU EVER REACHED FOR SOMETHING SO FAR AWAY.?.
♥ Shhh...12:00 AM
Monday, August 30, 2010
Respond to 519208518 Part Double...
Well,i'm not casting you away... and this have always been me... this is the real me... i'm not ignoring you but i have said before already... there are just to many factors for me to consider... and don't love me... it won't be worth... just let me go... i guess the better way out is to just be friend... there won't be a way to revert everything and return back to normal... as it won't be the same anymore...
guess this goodbye...
♥ Shhh...8:23 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Respond to 519208518...
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A guy like me should not have attached you so closely to me... it was something unexpected,it was a long story then... at that time,i wasn't thinking much thus lots of misunderstandings occur...
First and foremost,i'm a lonely guy and at that time you stepped foot in my life... at that time,it was like a wonderful beginning as i felt that all was not lost... but,it don't turned out that way...
Secondly,it was something i have hidden for a long time... somebody have already captured my heart... their wasn't any other space left for anyone...
Thirdly,i have been busy all the time... and that would leave me no time for you... it wasn't my newly founded friends that escalated this... but,it was i'm seriously busy with other stuffs...
Next,i really don't want to hurt you... how am i suppose to tell i have no time for you.?. and how i'm to say that i'm already deeply hurt by someone else.?. i'm suppose to enter and leave without a sound but you wouldn't let me... you kept me closer and closer... and i fall deeper and deeper... thinking that it was okays when it isn't...
Finally,don't blamed on my friends... it wasn't their faults... &... i'm not having any fun at all... have you not known me.?. even if it hurts or its pain me... i wouldn't even hush a single sound... i'm just smiling for the sake of not letting my families and friends worry... i'm just taking it lightly because that someone have already hurt me very badly... what you want me to do.?. and as for the links... i'm just trying to leave quietly... so just let me go then...
A lonely and emotional fools like myself fall for the words of her... it wasn't something i could recover from... i may never recover from it... i was not throwing you away because of my new friends... but i just want you to carry on with your life forgetting about me... i'm not using you as a substitute but i really couldn't just continue wanting the care and concern... it wasn't a right thing to do... a quote from my friend (changing parts of it) - "Don't Fall For It For The Care And Concern"...
NOW I HAVE TOLD YOU EVERYTHING,COULD YOU ACCEPT IT.?. TELL ME THEN...
LIGHT & DARKNESS LvD... its a term i used to describe how it hurt so deeply and badly... it is just like i would never want to be in love or even loved others anymore... it was like love was pouring down on everyone but not me... everyone just seems to be playing a fool with me,it hurts everytime someone just let go... and at the bottom line,i expect and know that you wouldn't... but... you eventually still did... it pains me to the tears in which i was never ever be able to show... bleeding was not a concern anymore as it wasn't just pain... it was the feeling of emptiness,a space of void...
I would rather you not letting me know and quietly disappear from my life... it was went i found out that i have already fallen for you which i should not have...
Everything was so bright when an arrow pierce my heart and that was when you was in the Light Area... it was then i know that attached was already branded on you... chances immediately dropped to the state of not possible anymore...
Then everything changes again when i fall into the Dark Pit which was full of thorns... the stab i feel was like i'm crushed by roses... it was then the word negative chances was given to me...
Both was what you have given to me... although it was better if you left without a music or sound... but it seems that,i'm suppose to be the one to vanish... there wasn't even a space in your heart for me... i guess i shouldn't be waiting anymore... everything ended with the musics...
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Let It just Got burned away in the Hot sun with my heart Together...
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Don't let A single Reasons Keep me for Not Even letting you go because of the Sweet memories turned into Sorrowful tears...
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HOWEVER... DO YOU KNOW.?. THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO SAY...
Will you marry me? Will you live forever with me? Whilst loving each other
I want to have a child that looks like me, another one that looks like you And live, unhurt, for 1000, or 10000 years
To be honest with you, I like you more than you like me And people say that's better between a man and a woman
I'll love you more. I'll take care of you If you cry, if you're having a hard time, if you're hurt, I'll hurt with you
I'll love you forever, I'll protect you forever I'm thankful that Ive met someone like you I want to love only you everyday
Will you marry me
Rap) Marry me, there is a feeling of happiness everyday And I look forward to tomorrow with you Why am I nervous You are the best, no matter how much I look at you Until our black hair becomes white Until our lives end Even if I put water to your hands, I wont put tears in your eyes
You as my half, I'm as your half I'll love you as long as I breathe
When time goes by and we get wrinkles You and I will be together like now
I'll love you more. I'll take care of you If you cry, if you're having a hard time, if you're hurt, I'll hurt with you
I'll love you forever, I'll protect you forever I'm thankful that I've met someone like you I want to love only you everyday
Rap) You're like the light which lightened up my dark life The sound of soup boiling greeting me The rain that falls on my thirsty heart The poem that contains the meaning of love The string of destiny that the heavens have allowed The meeting between you and I was meant to be You'll be irreplaceable even if I was given the whole world You'll be the only person in my life forever
I'll love you more. I'll take care of you If you cry, if you're having a hard time, if you're hurt, I'll hurt with you
I'll love you forever, I'll protect you forever I'm thankful that I've met someone like you I want to love only you everyday
Although married was so far away but lets just fall in love first... it doesn't matter if pain and hurt was felt.. but i know that I LOVE YOU... at first,i anyhow used this word because i don't know the meaning of it... but later,i found out that only you was the one that i should be saying it... if there was even a chance left,my last word to you would be this... blessed by the stars that shine brightly on you and crowned my love for you...
Even though,love was not a lonely matter... but just let me be the only one to bear your pain,sorrowful hearts and your tears... even with a worn out body,mind and soul... i will protect you with the 8 words,i promised...
Can Friendship (Fs) be equal to Love Relationship (LRs).?.
NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...
Everything changes for a reasons and even it does not change,it will also not be the same anymore... sometimes we wonder if the changes are good or bad... but why haven't we ponder about why it change.?. is it because of something which we have done.?. or it just change accordingly to the wills of the peoples around us.?.
Although sometimes,it seems so awkward... we nag or even speak wrongly... but we seems that we bond even closer to one another...
Well,i just hope that whatever could be change but not our friendships... although we might not have known each others for a long period of time but it seems that we are really besties... even with the love flowers blooming,but i hope that our friendships could last long and be even closer to one another...
♥ Shhh...3:33 PM
A DATE...
NOTE:PLEASE STOP MY OTHER PLAYER & LISTEN TO THIS...
I remember a time,when we have ice-cream together... that was a time when you was really down... i even tried all ways to make you smile again... although you seems like you was okays,but deep down you are feeling awful... i even lie to you that my smart dressing was not for you... but that is when i like to show a neat self of myself...
At that time,i really want to express myself but i just can't bring myself to... it just don't seems right... maybe a fool like me deserve this... but i'm just unhappy about it... i guess i just have to forget about it then...
Well,although it was just that one session but i was already happy already... may i get the chance again.?. i really want to question myself... Is This It,Should It End Like This.?. seeing you in a blissful moment,but i just really want to ask you too Are You Really Happy.?. i don't know how should i send the message to you... just blame it on me... maybe it is too late now,but i guess i should just give you my blessings then...
Even when times flies pass,but may we never meet again then... Angels sleeping on the stars shine a light on the sleeping diamond roses... And the night was covered by that beautiful light shine upon it...
♥ Shhh...12:26 PM
Friday, August 13, 2010
It Was All A LIES...
to the unknown person... seriously,why cant't i just let go.?. why.?. i could ask others to let go but not myself... and i could only say i'm just sorry that i created so many misunderstandings... and now i'm really leaving,i guess i wont't turn my head back anymore... so take cares... take everythings i said and done as a LIES ba... byes...
♥ Shhh...11:59 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2010
A BET...
hahas... had a bet with Yin Long and Melissa... and guess what.?. Melissa lost by default,hahas... clever me and Yin Long huh.?. anyways,always have fun with the both... smiles...
♥ Shhh...11:59 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
Broadcast of 6th Asia Festival & National Day Parade...
today,i wake up early in the morning as i was sooo excited that today there will be a broadcast of the 6th Asia Festival held in Korea... and guess what.?. Girls' Generation is performing... woohooo,i'm so going to catch it... spend the time at Yin Long's house to watch the whole broadcast... had a fun time looking at the whole festival... hahas... anyways,congrats on the 45th Happy National Day... wooo... yesh...
♥ Shhh...11:59 PM
Friday, August 6, 2010
School National Day Celebration/Yin Long's House...
well,today we have an advanced celebration on the Nation Birthday... the air was filled with a festival and joyous mood... anyways,been to Yin Long's house today... his house was unexpectedly clean... as in very clean... i'm totally amazed... hahas... anyways,we spend some fun times there and i guess his home will be our next hideout ba... can camp there also... hahas...
♥ Shhh...11:59 PM
Sunday, August 1, 2010
EXAMINATIONS...
All this while,i have been some tests here and there... well,kind of stress but it is also a test to test on our readiness for the phase tests... hope i could do well though...
I'm a S♥NE...
Yesh,FOREVER 9...
Listen to of course Girls' Generation(SNSD/SJJD)...
TVXQ (DBSK/THSK)...
Big Bang,Taeyang,G Dragon...
Super Junior,Shinee,f(x)...
CN BLUE,2am,Jo Kwon,2pm,WonderGirls,Kara...
Lee Seung Gi,Lee Sun Hee...
IU,Lyn,Wheesung...
Show Luo,JJ Lin...
Name: Roy Seah
Age:18 (Born on 1992)
Diamond roses bloomed on Feburary...
Status: (Blank/Unknown)SINGLE Currently / ATTACHED
I NEED A GIRL . . .
School: Montfort Junior School - 1B,2B,3B,4B,5E,6E (1999-2004)
Montfort Secondary School - 1A1,2A1,3A1,4A1,5A1 (2005-2009)
ITE College East,Simei - BIS PB1004J (2010-2011/12)
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