STRESSED UP...

haiz...
seriously...
i have been hearing lots of misunderstands,conflicts,quarrels...
it have been a lot while every since the last conflicts...
the last conflicts i have is so scary...
im just so afraid something like this would happened again...
so i sincerely pray that this wouldn't happened again...
no matter what,just don't let it happened...
and im serious there will not be a next time...
or a chance for history to repeat itself...
im just so tired of it...
just hope to rest...
zzz...

anyways,i also have been rushing to catch up with the ongoing and upcoming geography tests...
every monday,there will be geography tests...
just to let us practice how to do proper time managements...
so let us all do our best...
tests,homework and many other stuffs are piling up...
so many things yet so less time...
just have to do my best...
no choices for me...
as the targets set there will be what im aiming or what i wants...
so... ... ...

below is a drawing by me...
some random art...
hahas...
hope it is not too ugly...
smiles...



the days counting down to "O" level is getting nearer and nearer already...
so all the best peoples and byes...
smiles...

What have i done.?.

erm...
seriously...
what wrong with me today...
i actually lost a very important little yellow butterfly...
the important-ness (if there is such word) is so great that i feel that it greatly inflicted the pain on me...
i can feel of that it won't be the same anymore...
even though a perfectly identical or same one is given to me...
the feeling will not be the same too...
something just can't be replaced...
and the thing is that,if it is mean to be yours...
no matter how you escape,it will still come to you...
haiz...
another drawing done by me...

QUIZ...

i copied this from esther/angie's blogs...
as im asked to do this...
the list wont have your name as you have already done it...
seriously no offences...
hahas...
well i have not done any before...
i mean in blog...
so i just try my best ok...


sorry,if i have used your name for this quiz...
zhen de sorry...
well...
this is the quiz i have done...
so have a look at it...
if you are no happy with the answer...
i would say opps...
hahas...
signing off...
(hey on it back...hahas...)

TIRED...

yes,yes,yes...
im very tired right now...
so sian...
feel like sleeping...
and today post will be very very very short...

ok that is for today...

hahas...
just kidding only...
smiles...

got lots of things to handle but not enough time...
i know i have said this alot of times already...
but seriously,to settle everything properly is not that easy at all...
all i want is to settle all this or could i even skip it...
as in to not even think of it...
but this is not possible...

i must remember to smiles...
later "someone" also sad,sads,sadded...
well guess who then...
hahas...

i will thus end at here,bye bye...
byes...

The Much Awaiting Posts Is Out...

10th July 2009 marks the date...
time:unknown...
status:not clear...
emotions:serious yet smiling...
hahas...

waaa...
alot of things to say for today...
firstly,i will talk about cbxm's worries...
secondly,jamey mei's birthday...
thirdly,is chong en's birthday...

then now i will go down to the point...
about cbxm's worries-es...
i know that recently cbxm is feeling very "jj"...
well i have to say that don't be...
cause i will be there for you...

although i know the meaning of not crossing the line...
but the real meaning just took me to think for a moment...
seriously what have i been doing that causes this...
what is it.?.
someone please tell me...
after a very long reflection on it...
i finally remember of what i have done and not...
i shall keep it as a secrets to myself...
cause i find it inappropriate to tell your peoples...
so sorry peoples...

however i will correct on it...
and do some arrangement to it...
i hope cbxm could forgive and forget about this...
don't worry so much cbxm...

just pray that cbxm must stay happy and remember me as when she do anything...
remember hor...
smiles...
smiles...
smiles...
you are not alone...

now lets move on to the other two matters...
i shall combined it together...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my mei,Jamey...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my friend/junior,Chong en...
Jamey you are now officially 12 and will be taking your PSLE at the end of the year...
so i pray that you will score the best of what you could do...
then for Chong en,you are finally 14...
do your best...
work hard too...
don't think of go in Normal Academic...
you are fated to go Express as for the hard work i have seen from you...

so lets all strive towards our best and do well...
bye bye...
till next time...

Memories...

there are so many types of memories...
memories is something that we captured it down at the point of time and "save" it...
have you ever think that.?.
why is it so weird that...
when we walked pass some places or when you are holding some things that brings back pictures being flashed...
the immediate reactions that just happened is the so called memories...
this flashback is usually triggered by something which is near you...
even the slightest things could brings back memories...

well...
some are good memories...
which one should preserve them...
learn to treasure it as it might not happened again...
pray that you will keep it with you...
hope that you could only "save" this good memories...

however...
some are bad memories...
some are so hard to even forget...
haiz...

why.?.
seriously asking the word "why".?.
arghz...
why have it been so hard to forget everything...
it is just clock-ed inside of me...

i been thinking hard that i should forget you...
but seriously i can't...
forget it...
forget it...
forget it...
which this is the one things i couldn't achieve...
it is to throw away the bad memories...
it is like it will stuck on me...
clinging on me forever...

this bad memories is holding me back...
pulling me and not letting me to move on...
i just hate this memories which hindrance me...
it is just so not easy to clear this obstacles...
changes occur everytime im reminded of this memories...
it just grow deeper and sink further down...
spreading its roots wider...

*sobs*...
*sobs*...
*sobs*...

how i hope to just clear it out of me...
wiping away this bad memories...
could just brings the smiles back to me...
however this bad memories is also able to teach us something...
"once bitten,twice shy"...
"no point crying over spill milks"...
this are the two phrases that i learned...
through my memories...
i hope to remember it with nothing that spells R-E-G-R-E-T-S...

regrets is something which i detest...
not another word of it...
never live your life with regrets...
but with nothing that concerns regrets...
remember it peoples...
just face it with a smiles...

above it all is just something of what i think...
hope don't be badly affected by it...
hahas...
smiles...
bye bye peoples...

After School Studying (Pissed Off)...

hooray...
it is tuesday peoples...
hahas...

after school went to nearby library to do some revision...
meet patricia there...
so i reach there and begin my so called revision...
then went to the kids section as the adults section is full of peoples...
so we choose a good area and sat down...
here we are beginning our revision...

minutes pass as then we receive a call from esther...
she then later join us...
waaa...
then the so called Double Click 7 members were there also...
hahas...
opps,no offences...
so all of us filled up the empty spaces that we could find...

so we separately do our own stuffs...
do...
do...
do...
then suddenly the librarian came up to us and asked us to move...
she asked us to move to the adults corner...
as presumed from her that she heard complain(s) about us...
well,i dont see any complain-er(s)...
i was like so pissed off with it...
it is like the very first time i would like to do my work and here is the another distraction...
so i went to talked to her...
explanations went on...
and even adding a "thank you" later...

so then we decided to move as we have no choice...
we moved towards the other sections...
and she just came up to us again...
so like what she want lar.?.

she asked us to move again...
like again lor...
so i just move...
a "thank you" was later added again...
how many thank you must i say for today.?.
i then solely tried to carry all of their bags...
as the Double Click 7 peoples went down...
so i was carrying most of the bags if not all then...
kind of heavy...
hahas...

awhile later,they are back...
and then they were figuring out about their recipes...
they search for some books...
but to no avail...
then seeing them like this...
haiz...
actions must be taken...
so i stand up and start grabbing related books for them to check...
hahas...
so drama,i was carrying piles and piles of books to let them see...
and thus checking all out...
but soon they come to a conclusion...
to look up the internet...
yes,finally...
like realy finally...

soon,soon,soon...
we went home...
waaa,i was like never lost my anger in public...
so shi li...
sorry...
i might have scare the Double Click 7 peoples...
zhen de sorry...
especially to (ehem ehem)...
byes peoples...

At the centre studying...

waaa...
i have been going to the tuition centre more often...
studying and drawing alot there...
suddenly inspirations just rushes out of my brain...
then my hand just wont stop to draw...
and yet till it complete...
hahas...
so drama...
i have created yet another art piece with esther...
enjoy and comments,thanks...

HATE...

i hope that it wasn't that badly drawn...
hahas...
just some random art...
wohoo...
yesh arhz...
i receive some gifts from cbxm...
thank you...
so colourful...
i love it...

got so many colours...
got red,orange,light orange,yellow,green,light green,light blue,blue,purple,white and pink too...
hahas,just love the colours...
i know that the folding of paper clips is not easy...
so cbxm's hands must hurt alot...
don't try to do so many already...
later hand will pain...
anyways lot of thanks...
thanks CBXM...

after studying...
went to play badminton to de-stress...
omg,my skills have weaken...
must re-polish it again...
must reach back and further push it to the limits...
so see you peoples...
oh ya...
today over-mentos-ing...
shhh...
byes,and until next time...

All the way to Compass Point...

yes,peoples...
today is sunday...
it is also the very first bxb tuition after the june holiday...
very few peoples have attend today bxb...

bxb was as usual...
i spend my time not so wisely...
walking here and there...
then suddenly a task was handled down to me...
it was to draw up a plan for the area needed for the merging...
well,there will be a merge with the primary sector with us (the secondary sector)...
so there must be enough space for the upcoming merging of this 2 different tuition groups (use to be different until 19 July 2009)...
so here im drafting out a simple piece first...
then i will do the editing...
and come up with a new plan...
then we had a break and we have lunch together...
had a small sharing on B camp...
hahas...
soon,it was the end of today bxb...
so today i didn't spend time for studying until afternoon time...

meet up with patricia and walk towards the centre to study...
i did some editing to esther's drawings...
and here is the artworks done below...



then...
study...
study...
study...
saw esther and angie there also...
and later emily...
then had to bid goodbye with them as they are heading down to compass point...
but in the end,i followed...
hahas...

bus-ed down to compass point and we spend some time window shopping...
then finally meet auntie at Jack's Place...
they had their dinner there and i had some small courses of deserts...
thanks auntie for treating me...
hahas,the deserts is not bad...
after that we go see see again...
and eventually went to first floor...
saw auntie buying stuffs,so we head towards her...
soon after,we went to the bus-stop and bus-ed home...
and again auntie give me 2 bottles of tropical fruit juice...
well i have to accept it...
thanks auntie...

smiles...
well,then im so tired...
and went to sleep...
byes...

Another trip down to Hougang Mall people...

wohoo...
it is like finally a break from the long tired hours of studying...
yes,peoples...
it is friday...
and a long weekend lies ahead...
will be able to take a break since monday is youth day...
yesh...

so i went down to Hougang Mall along after school i mean...
while heading there,Jai was behind on my trails...
as he was heading back home by the MRT...
so i followed and send him into the platform before bidding goodbye...
so here im walking along the mrt station reaching towards hougang mall...

so i tour around the whole places especially popular before entering into the library (which i have not visit for a very long time)...
so i went to search for books which are related to IT programming...
so i saw a interesting book...
that book was totally awesome,especially with the title...
woohoo...
then i saw some of the students playing catching or sort of...
well it is Esther and her clicks...
her clicks ask all sort of questions and i was so stunned to even answer...
as in,i don't even know where to start...
hahas,so funny lar...
saw Patricia there also...
looking up at some books...
then saw aunties and Emily too...
later on went up to had lunch...
then ended lunch and saw Angie...

so we walked around in the mall for awhile more...
then we bus-ed 74 back...
and later we meet at 6pm for badminton...
but we only started playing at around 6.15pm due to late-ness...
so ended the day with sports...
bye bye...

oh ya,i just decided to call Esther and her clicks...
that day only got 5 turn up...
but they will be known as the Double Click 7...
hahas...
a new name maybe.?.

All the way to 2nd July...

yes,school have started...
and have spend the days listening and doing works...
homework,projects and etc...
so many things to do and yet the time is so limited...

counting down on the numbers of days towards the final destination is not very far away...
and in fact,the time is short...
not even enough to take another break before it...
hoping to rest...
seriously need to rest...
argh...
rest well me,myself and i...
bye bye...
byes...

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