WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.?.EMOTIONS...

seriously could someone tell me...
i need an answer...
a honest answer...
or could it be that no one could even give me a definite answer...
what is wrong with me.?.
haiz...

peoples...
could anyone,just anyone who could tell me...
why.?.
what is happening.?.
and what is wrong.?.

something is definitely not right with me...
i could sense it,but i just don't know what is it...
many things have happened...
and i just can't seems to control or stop it from happening...
firstly,i didn't manage to pick up someone(s) calls...
secondly,i didn't manage to reply someone(s) smses and messages...
thirdly,i didn't manage to pick up the video calls or reply tags,message on msn and other programs...
so sorry about it...
all in all,im not saying about someone only...
yup so it mean that there are a lot of peoples im letting down...
anyways... ... ...
im so busy with everything and many other(s) problems are awaiting for me to solve...
problems are pouring in as i blog...
waaa...
i can't stand it anymore...

well...
serious...
as in seriously i apologise...
for everything and anything i have done or could have attempted it...
i know...
im so sorry for everything...
everything and anything seems to be like a force that is pulling me down...
no matter what i do or attempt,i just can't remove it...
it hold me back and disable me from completing my tasks or whatever i wish to achieve...
regrets peoples,seriously sadded to say...

i just have to say that...
i have been punished for what i have done...
people(s) are blocking me...
people(s) don't seems to see/hear me...
people(s) seems to not answer my calls or reply my smses...
everybody hates me...
they are all avoiding me...
and what could i say.?.

im not the hi-bye type of peoples...
so am i suppose to become one.?.
i don't want it to be like this...
so what could i do also then...
i can only say that im still living in regrets up until now...
sadded...
how i wish i could forget about everything...
hahas,im just kidding...
i don't wished to forget anyone or everyone who have once help me,listen to me or even spare their thoughts for me...

i have decide to keep on smiling then...
so as not to like others be worrying for me...

and i once told someone(s),my heart is shatter...
but please dont keep stepping on my broken heart...
it is not made of undestroy-able (if there is such word) materials...
as it is made from glass,pure glass (hahas) ...
i don't owned many hearts as well,there is the one and only heart i have...
and it isn't easy to mend a broken heart,but it is easy to destroy it or even damage it...
so stop doing all this to me...
please... ... ...

i got to go peoples...
so i see you soon...
bye bye...
take cares...
smiles...

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