Monday, January 11, 2010
"O" Level Result Released...today havent been a good day...
or should i said today is the worst day ever...
the results were release today and guess people...
yesh,just guess how did i fare...
omg i was so shocked at my results...
gosh...
how badly can i fell.?.
i once fall at PSLE and now this.?.
i was on the verge of tears when i told my mother my result over the phone...
but suddenly,i remembered something...
i promise lan xin that i will not cry even how bad my result is...
at least i didnt...
many of us did not do that well as expected...
sorry to all those who guide us and teach us...
we fail to uphold the aces we are suppose to have...
after that,i went to compass point and have a walk...
then shortly,i went home...
feeling unsure and disappointed...
then at night,my parents have a talk with me...
i really fail them...
they look at me with those eyes makes me guilty...
i really can feel the disappointed looks on their faces...
even if im scolded for the night,i dont care...
i only care about the feelings that they are feeling...
that night,i cry as i went to bed...
i didnt sleep a wink as i cry the whole night...
thinking about a lot of things...
everything just come and flood my mind...
problems that i felt at that time was unbearable...
it feels as i have lost everything...
everything that means nothing as it seems to me...
but those were very important...
haiz...
just tell me what to do.?.
♥ Shhh...11:59 PM